I studied... not that much. I passeed with a 82.5. It's a great mark, but like always, I expected more.
These past 2 years, I'd expected more from my performances in English exams, but somehow I end up disappointing myself. I got a C grade on my CAE and my CPE, and I was dishearted. Since the A grade from the FCE, Ii thought that in my other 2 exams I was gonna do GREAT, but I didin't. Why do I find it so difficult to be happy with what I get? I think I don't get what I deserve. I wrote the best papers during this year, I have improved my writting skills to almost perfect for a ESL student, and I get a C? Once someone told me that tests don't really show what you know. And it's true. You study hard and know everything that is for you to know, and they ask you a tricky question and you may not know how to answer it and that's it: you get a C. I'm being repetitive, I don't care.
I've just realised that the point of this post was my University entrance exam, and my subconscious led me to to what's been annoying me for the last year. Wow, it's amazing how the miind works.
Anyway, I passed. I'm in. Teaching Training College, here I come.

xo, B.